Helia's Glow

In the stillness of recalling what we had and what we lost, I feel the depth of my loneliness and the fear of separation in my being. 

As I look around, the world is wrapped in darkness. 

People are sunk in chaos.

But YOU. 

You are so magical, you ve always been. 

All that I know is that you caught me at the right time.

You used to pave the path ahead of me with light, beauty, curiosity, love and I was following. It was as if you were showering the paths, the streets, the shores, the fields with these energies and I couldn't help but entrain. 

Suddenly, my day was filled with inspired action, hope, beauty, life, movement. 

A gift of galaxies in your eyes sparkling up my whole world. 

You used to inspire me. 

You were my Muse. 

I found someone in life that I could absolutely utterly love and be received.

The pain of separation is so deep. 

I'm on my knees. 

From the depths of sorrow, I let my cry be heard across the land.  

Little did I know that this year we had our last walks in the wild. 

Little did I know that this year we had our last sunsets together. 

WHO AM I WITHOUT YOU?  

In the face of fire and pain, I let myself die! 

The heat of the fire is finally here. I am burning.

Resistance is released. 

The morning comes with golden rays. 

I emerge with the remembrance of Love. 

One thing stays permanent and this is love. 

My heart remembers that you and your lioness heart are always with me, for you and me are One in Love. 

As your stream of energy withdraws from your physical body, I speak the language of my Soul.

I open up the skies for your soul to travel freely, dance and become one with the universe. 

A soul beyond the form of emotion, thought, and body.

Fly Helia, fly away, fly free.

I LOVE YOU FOREVER!

This is dedicated to my dog Helia, one of my greatest teachers, inspirations and companionships in this lifetime. The dog that helped me remember who I am and saved my life.